Hopefully amusing: I once wrote a short story and I nailed down each character’s visuals but one. “DAMMIT” said I, “time to look for inspiration” and I hit the art blogs. Hours passed, “No, nope, nada” AND THEN. “Yes, YES, THIS IS HIM” and there was joy. Then hesitation. “No. This is too good. This is EXACTLY how I picture him, I can’t ask for a commission of my character when they look just like this other character OH NO” Long story short you are literally inspirational and I <3 Bariyan.