You run a late-night radio show where people call in to anonymously talk about their biggest regrets. One slow night, someone calls in, and as they talk, you slowly realize that the caller is none other than Lucifer himself.
I don’t like
talking to people. Which is a strange thing for a talk-show host to say, but
is, I don’t like talking to people in person. Voices on the line are…
different. They can’t see me. I can’t see them. It doesn’t make me anxious the
way face-to-face does. So I’ve been working the midnight regret-line for years,
and rarely interact with anyone outside it, which makes me happy. People
sometimes call just to get things off their chest, and it helps them if I
listen. Most of them, though, want advice on how to handle their regret.
to giving good advice is pretty simple, and I worked it out early on. There are
three keys to it. I have two staple pieces of advice, which I re-dress in
language appropriate to each situation. The first one is ‘the only actions you
can control are your own’. Whether I’m explaining that you can’t stop someone
from divorcing you, why your kid hates you now, or why you can’t love someone
into getting over an addiction, it all comes down to the same thing. You can’t
control other people. Your responsibility is for your own actions and choices.
one is for problem solving. Apply the scientific method, basically – that’s the
best way I know to solve problems, anyway. Most people don’t know it, so I
explain it in terms they can understand, and coach them through a couple of applications.
thing is to just listen. Really listen. People want to be heard, and I’m good
at that. It’s why I’m good at weeding out the fakes, and why people usually end
the call feeling better.
are quiet, and I play music, or talk. I tell them, often, that anyone can call.
It’s okay if it’s not something big, or if it is. If it’s criminal, the
recording will be passed on to the relevant authorities, but we won’t do more
than that. Sometimes kids call, or old people. Most people don’t listen to
them, but I do. I like to think I make them feel safe.
night started like any other. I talked an old woman through rebuilding her
relationship with her daughter, and a young man through a bad breakup. Then
nobody called for a while, so I played some Vivaldi. Then…
voice came on the line. A deep and very beautiful voice… it was like talking to
Idris Elba or Christopher Lee, but with a hint of melodious accent that I
couldn’t place. “I suppose,” it said, and it sounded so sad my throat tightened
in sympathy, “that my greatest regret is the breach with my father. I was…
disowned. Cast out. I never meant for it to go that far. I didn’t want to never
see him again.”